Finishing a glass of red wine I realize (ok, I admit) that I shouldn't be having any wine. I buy the individual bottles, which is more than I would drink if I had just a glass from a regular bottle. I'm also a light weight and feel buzzed from the glass. I guess the worse thing is the mood it puts me in, which is melachony but with a touch of sadness. I also lose motivation to do anything around the house, which will put me in a grumpy mood in the morning by having so much to do.
I'm in a running funk right now. I ran this morning and it went well but I don't have the desire to run tomorrow morning. I don't have a desire to train right now. Maybe its because I don't know when I will run a marathon or even if I can. If you read my day 2 blog of the Grand Canyon, you'll have read about my doubts. Maybe I lack the confidence and after some good runs, I'll feel better about it all.
As I said at the beginning, I don't think I should have any wine. It puts me in a funk.
Does wine put you into a funk? What do you do to get out of it? Have you been in a funk like this and just work through it?